I was left
by my first love, the only man I had ever shared
any of myself with, the man that held me and
whispered to me, that fought for me and walked
with me and I with him through retched rains and
But he had
found another…and my first love was gone, never
to return again.
I was so
devastated I could hardly breathe without pain,
not a moment of peace came into my days, or my
nights. I was sleepless with nightmares,
not eating and my will to even live had grown
know how I would go on. I wasn’t sure how
I would even live again with joy, with any real
laughter in my heart. My heart felt dead,
pulseless, but the Lord had other plans for me.
me visions for my gifting’s I had never seen
before; He woke me up to my potential and gave
me a vibrant vision to immediately grab hold of
and dive into with all I had.
saved me from my devastation…He orchestrated the
moment to open that gate for me, for it had
never opened in the past no matter how hard I
at the recent months, I can see that all things
do in fact, work together for good to those who
relationship I had held with my first love was a
tiring one, and not flowing with much healthy
sustenance. When that relationship left me
it felt as though my very arm was being torn
away from my body. It hurt like few things
have in my life. But I realize now that
God had to break it in order to move me onto my
next place of abundance.
was an act of love to save me from a life of
mediocrity and complacency.
came in and sustained me through the
break…through the bleeding, through the pain…he
fed me life and hope and vision; sustenance for
my heart to beat again.